This is a recovery blog.
There will be alot of ups and downs, and I'm trying to get better.
If you ever need anything inbox me.
this blog is not seriouse
have you ever stayed up late with someone texting or chatting and known as the hours ticked by that you’d be ridiculously tired in the morning but it didnt matter because it was really fun and totally worth losing sleep over just to laugh with someone and enjoy their company maybe and then the next day you keep tiredly recalling how much fun it was while you’re falling asleep in class and that makes it not so bad that you’re tired anymore
I realized I didnt need you, yes, yes i loved you, and yes it hurt not being with you.
But i had so much else to be alive for, and giving you all the credit for me breathing was a mistake.
I had friends, family, and so much more to be alive for.
I shouldnt make you feel guilty for leaving, I love you, and it would break my heart, but if you cant accept me, I’m sorry, i cant accept you.